Eh, I was drunk last night, which always makes me whiny. I don't have health insurance so antidepressants would be out of reach for me, as is going to the doctor for treatment (the last time I was depressed I got even more depressed and suicidal when the medical bills came in, and I had a job then). I will probably talk to my dad about it though. Not my mom though, since it'll totally flip her out.
Anyways, I'm going to call my extern coordinator tomorrow and find out what they can do about placing me somewhere that isn't so high-traffic so I'm not as stressed out about my job. I think part of my problem is that I want to go back to work, but I'm flipped out about going back to that clinic since it was so high traffic, but I'm also pretty hurt that the manager or the front office gals (who I thought liked me) had forgotten and/or ignored me.
Also, I need to get my ass into the gym more often since the serotonin boost from that really does help me. Or at least go jogging.
Anyways, thanks for your concern. I'm kinda embarrassed about how whiny I sounded.
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Date: 2008-10-27 12:22 am (UTC)Anyways, I'm going to call my extern coordinator tomorrow and find out what they can do about placing me somewhere that isn't so high-traffic so I'm not as stressed out about my job. I think part of my problem is that I want to go back to work, but I'm flipped out about going back to that clinic since it was so high traffic, but I'm also pretty hurt that the manager or the front office gals (who I thought liked me) had forgotten and/or ignored me.
Also, I need to get my ass into the gym more often since the serotonin boost from that really does help me. Or at least go jogging.
Anyways, thanks for your concern. I'm kinda embarrassed about how whiny I sounded.